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My name is Tonje, lives in Norway. 17 years old. (130591). I am a shy girl, but when I know you better, I will talk about everything, and I can talk very fast. So watch out. Love my friends, couldn't live whitout them. TV and computer is something I must have. I have to do something all the time, if not, I will be crazy. I love and adore my two youngest siblings, and misses my two oldest siblings. I love my pets, I get too attached to them. I hate animal cruelty. And webdesign is fuuun.

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[EDIT]This page is dedicated to my dad and my great-grandfather. This page is a very personal page. And please, please do not ask how they died. It is so painful.. Thanks. [/EDIT]

Since we in norway have tre extra letters, I'll will try to write in english.

A letter to my dad.

It's 4 years ago since he died. Those 4 years have been so paintful. I can't believe it.
I can remember it like it was yesterday. And I miss you so..
I will never forget you, never.

I was always happy when you called, I didn't show you, but I really was.
You was my father and it was always good to hear your voice agen. After I had talked to you, I never knew when you would call me back. Since we lived so far away from each other, I didn't see you that often either.
I guess that I always wanted that "father, daughter" contact. But we never had that special contact.

And that time you came to visit me with your truck, I can still remember your smell, and I was very happy. I wish I could give you the same hug agen, but it's too late... That was the last time I saw your face. If I knew that you would die.. I would do anything to just see your face agen. Just one more time.

Your funeral was very pretty, it was so many pepole there who cared about you! I still remember, the music, all the flowers.. And your chest..

You broke so many hearts that day.. I could hear so many who cried. And I could taste my tears.. I have so many feelings.. who just want to get out, but they didn't. I miss you so. Why you?
Why did you live me? You was just 42 years old.

I'm really proud to have you as my father, and I know that you are still here with me.
And someday I'll will see your face agen, and we can be happy..

Rest in peace, dad. We all miss you so much. You will always be in our hearts!

Love your daughter, Tonje.



This car were made by my dad. I'm SO proud of him.

My great-grandfather.

He died Thursday 10. April 2008.

My great grandfather was born 26.May,1911. He has experienced two wars in he's life. In world war two my great-grandfather left he's family, because he had got a job on a boat. They didn't know if he was alive or dead, and they didn't know anything before the war was over, and he came home to he's family. He had experienced many horrible things while he was on the sea. And one thing that he told my grandfather, was that he had seen he's friends die, and they couldn't help them. They had to live them out there. My great-grandfather was a strong man, but he never once talked about what he saw while he was at war, (except what he said to my grandfather.) so he must have seen many, many horrible things those years.

My great-grandfather was very loving and caring. And always had a smile on he's face. And he loved he's family and always told a joke. I remember when I gave him a hug, he always smiled at me. I didn't want to live, because I was so afraid to lose him.

But on tuesday morning my grandfather told me that he was on the hospital. He couldn't breath. And he had paniced because he didn't want to die. He was so afraid to die! I was so worried, I couldn't sleep that night. It was a nightmare, just the thought that I could lose him, made me crazy. I cryed and cryed and cryed. It was awfull. On Wednesday my grandfather told me that he'd had a heart attack, and that all he's childeren and wife had to come and visit him. Later that day my grandfather called and said that we could come and visit him too. I was so dizzy when we came to the hospital, it felt like I was going to faint. When we finally was on the floor that he's room was, I could see the whole family was there. So many people, like this was the last tme we could see him. I just wanted to cry. When I came into he's room, I could see that he was so happy. He smiled and talked, and when he saw me he just smiled. And I gave him a big hug, and then I started to cry like a baby. I didn't want him to see me like that, so I just walked to my grandfather to take away the tears. It was hard you know, to see him sitting there in he's hospithal bed. We all talked and had a really good time. And then my great-grandfather looked at me and smiled so I gave him another hug, and then he said: "You are so good." And the time went so fast. Then suddenly he reached afther my hand, and he gave me a hug. And he said: "You have always been so good."

As I said the time went so fast, so we had to live. I didn't want to live at all, I just wanted to stay whit him. I couldn't lose him now! But I had to go, so I gave him another hug and said: "I'll talk to you later". But I never did.

We went to visit him on thursday too, but he wasn't there. He was just sleeping and made many sounds, but he never waked up. I remember when he opened he's eyes and they were just white. It was just so painful to look at him. And when we went home, they called and said that he had past away.

I miss him so much, it hurts to just write about it. I'll see you again someday, and I can give you a big hug again.

My grandfather said that I was your little girl, and I will always be that, great-grandfather. I know that you are still whit us. Rest in peace, I love you so much!

Your great-grandchild, Tonje.

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