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Break.

Posted on 01 May 2008 by Tonje

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I'm sorry for being an very bad site owner and affie.

As you may know, I've lost my great-grandfather for three weeks ago. And it's hard, even though it was he's time to go. I had an amazing relationship with him. And I am very grateful for having him as my great-grandfather and that he was in my life.

He is an person I'll never will forget, a person I always will look up to. He was an person I wanted everyone to know, he was amazing.
I just miss him so much.

My life is a whole mess right now, and I have to work on everything. So I don't feel like having a site right now. But I'll have it open. Affies, I hope you understand and please don't delete me. :) I would be glad if you posted a comment, but I don't know if I will answer it.

Take care everyone!

Not much time left..

Posted on 09 Apr 2008 by Tonje

[edit]My great-grandfather died today, 9. April, 2008. So I won't update my site for an while. I hope you understand. It's hard to lose somebody.[edit]

Yesterday I heard that my great-grandfather was in the hospital. He couldn't breathe so the ambulance came. And early today, my grandfather heard that he had an coronary.. So the whole family was with him today. I don't know if I'll see him again. I was so nervous, dizzy. My whole body was shaking. It was awfull. And when I saw him, I started to cry. I didn't want him to see that though. I think I gave him 5 hugs or something. And he said: "You are so good" "You have always been so good". I just love him so much. I don't want to loose him.. He is old though, 96 years old. He has birthday in may, but we don't know if he will live so long. Maybe he will die this week or next week. They don't think that he has much left.
And he's so afraid to die, he don't want to die.. I just want to see him again and hold he's hand. I didn't want to leave that hopital room at all.

My great-grandmother is so scared, she is 99 years old. And well, I think she'll die soon too.. Now we are just waiting on that phonecall, which will tell us that he is dead. I can't handle this..

Anyway.. I've only got 6 comments on my last blog? Haha. Am I an bad affie, bad owner? Lol. I promise you affies, that I'll write to you soon! :)